Just a little bit Lost.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing with my life.

I wonder if I'm doing the right things, making the right choices, going down the right paths.

I wonder if I'm supposed to be feeling this lost. I wonder whether I should be happier than I am, more accomplished than I am.

I wonder if I will be happy with the decisions I make. I wonder whether I am just settling for my life right now, or whether I really want to be on this path.

I look at others, and I wonder if they're really happy, or whether they are content with the lives they are leading now.

I feel like I'm barrelling through life at warp speed, and that I haven't really slowed down to enjoy it, to live it. Am I supposed to? Or am I only allowed to do that once I've achieved what I need to achieve? What is it, really, that I need to achieve?

Is money meant to be saved, continuously hoarded for the impending, and seemingly inevitable, 'rainy day'?

Sometimes, I feel like leaving it all. Taking myself out of the running. Is happiness really at that finish line? I highly doubt it.

Oh, well. Maybe that's what holidays are for.

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